"I’m an adult, I can do whatever I like" "I pay the bills around here, so nobody can tell me shit" "it’s a free world" "who cares, it doesn’t really matter"
If u recognize any of the above phrases either as a user or a ‘usee’ then u must have lost sleep at some point for the actions that came right after the use of them. One experience is enough for you to understand the undesirability and moral corruption that emanates from the end actions of these rather ‘killer’ phrases.
I have learnt the hard way that the euphoria derived from the satisfaction of recklessness towards other humans is like an illuminated tunnel, at the end of which is a dark reality comprising of restlessness, malaise, depression and anxiety.
There’s a reason your creator didn’t drop you in the middle of the desert or the Kilimanjaro mountains, there’s a reason you were born through a process like every other human, there also is a reason you don’t have a type of gas peculiar to you for your survival its same oxygen that you share with All the other ‘nonentities’ whose feelings you disregard whenever you use one or more of those phrases and many more of its kind. That reason is in my opinion and for the purpose of this text is "COEXISTENCE"
Depression which I choose to use rather loosely in this text is no doubt a health condition when you have to engage the services of medical practitioners to curb it. However, if your depressed being at a particular instance can be fixed by speaking to a loved one, listening to music or engaging in other humanly activities then my dear just like me the universe owns you and you have no right whatsoever to use those "killer" phrases as a lot of humans depend on your actions to save them from possible suicide.
"I DON’T EVER GET DEPRESSED, SO THIS ISNT FOR ME"
Depression is simply a period of unhappiness or low morale, just like our fingers and our individual problems, the length of this period is not uniform. As a human who has attained the age of accountability, have you never had bouts of depression? If NO, then I’m sorry u came across this, it is truly not for you and the percentage of your kind as against the population of humans is so minute that you deserve to leave earth before your impeccable soul is corrupted.
There is no escaping. Not alcohol, Not cigarettes, Not any of the substances that are used to induce euphoria. Its needless to say that their effects are temporal. Its pretty simple. LIVE YOUR LIFE FOR YOURSELF AND FOR AN IRRELEVANT OTHER. For you have not truly given or loved until you give or love someone who cannot in any way repay you. And when you reminisce your good deeds and smile, you subconsciously have reduced your "period of unhappiness and low morale".
I HAVE SAID TOO MUCH ALREADY. IF YOU DON’T GET IT YET, THEN YOUR SOUL IS IRRETRIEVABLY LOST. WE WILL FIND IT AND MOISTEN IT. AS LONG AS YOU STILL WANT TO BREATHE OUR AIR.
Written by: Aeckae
Beautiful piece
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